Deprived, depressed or dehumanized?

I live surrounded by cherished memories
I have a weakness for collecting them
Alphabetize
As far as i recall my childish rituals 
Icons of that world
Always filled my shelves and heart

Now i shelter from the rain
Hole up in my cage
You don't have to think too much today
They filled in for your brain

Curled up - Deprived
I shut away

In a world of synonyms
And handwritten notes
My own puppet performances
Endless bedtime stories
I could touch the moon 
And switch off the sun
I could have my dreams 
And dream about better times