http://youtu.be/4AvP1atLBuo
It's been almost a month.. this subject of discussion is heard over and over again but still the solution is out there hanging, or there to hang me. Sometimes when you meet a person you make a little presentation, a summary of your own characteristics. For me, one of the usual things to say was "woman of career" and this would be something obvious based on the fact that this is my non stop aiming.
The big question comes when you are actually facing yourself living it and you desperately want to escape from it all.. trying to find self peace. There are two options here: 1. you go looking for the next best thing to continue the career you are supposed to achieve, or 2. you admit that this was somehow a failure to believe that you, a person seeking freedom and independency is able to lock herself in a hole full of sadness and daily routine.
It is quite possible that no one has noticed that i am on the edge here..
It is even possible that no one will ever care about my own thoughts & troubles.
The only possible is to find a way to stand on my feet and move forward again as i always do in the end.
The song above is there to describe the mess inside me the last days .. maybe you can feel it, maybe not. It actually has no difference cause no matter what you feel about me, i am the only one who can save me from me.
Cheers
It's been almost a month.. this subject of discussion is heard over and over again but still the solution is out there hanging, or there to hang me. Sometimes when you meet a person you make a little presentation, a summary of your own characteristics. For me, one of the usual things to say was "woman of career" and this would be something obvious based on the fact that this is my non stop aiming.
The big question comes when you are actually facing yourself living it and you desperately want to escape from it all.. trying to find self peace. There are two options here: 1. you go looking for the next best thing to continue the career you are supposed to achieve, or 2. you admit that this was somehow a failure to believe that you, a person seeking freedom and independency is able to lock herself in a hole full of sadness and daily routine.
It is quite possible that no one has noticed that i am on the edge here..
It is even possible that no one will ever care about my own thoughts & troubles.
The only possible is to find a way to stand on my feet and move forward again as i always do in the end.
The song above is there to describe the mess inside me the last days .. maybe you can feel it, maybe not. It actually has no difference cause no matter what you feel about me, i am the only one who can save me from me.
Cheers
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