the little nest you can't get out of

Standing there i used to watch things from above. Sometimes you look to a face and you see exactly the same, the same old hair, eyes, structure but then it feels there is something hidden underneath .. a simple soul available to be fulfilled with pictures, feelings and dreams. Throughout the last year i've watched you at you best and at your worst but still, i am watching you. This face came down those stairs and looked at me as a stranger a while ago, but nowadays the stranger is looking so familiar and so close ..


The nest (as so called) is now the place i run every time i feel the need to touch the inner you and let you touch the inner me.. Funny i'd say, i never saw it coming just because i always saw it in several dreams but reality never proved me right. Time is a great healer and a great teacher and taught me great lessons about trust and how important that thing is between two strangers when they both express the desire to unite into something bigger and more important ..


I keep fighting my own false fears and you keep giving me space for some more safety and warmth .. now i can see clearly that this has never been easy for me and that no one ever tried to make me see that some feelings need patience and love to grow..


Ever since this story started i have grown a new inner self inside me and have also planted a new space for you at the inner side of me..


the nest is now cozy and it shall be more ..


hug*