My eye caught a quite interesting info today..
they say this August contains twice a full moon
and as a rare phenomenon,
the second one is called "blue moon" ..
which stands for "almost never"...
So, half an hour ago i went out to capture the photo of tonight's full moon and as i came back from that excellent view.. my mind flew over to that book i once read "August's moon" that described the feeling of the very first love, the one that usually comes during our summer vacation in younger ages..
As a youngster, i was lucky to have one of those too, the unforgettable one's. I suppose this was the first real feeling i ever had and the one that is recorded as pure, every time i pay a visit to memory lane.. such as today.
The day is not a coincidence .. on the contrary, the 3rd of August is a memory photo taken under a tree, next to a school.. two kids, were about to find out what this life is all about.. the adult one ! .. the 1st kiss. It must have been one of my best summer holidays ever, one of those you could gladly transfer as a cute story to your own kids, during an attempt to explain "what love is all about" ..
I might never see that guy again, but we both keep a nice memory in our minds, saved as "our summer in the countryside" ..simple as that.
My theory is that the human soul cannot be completely happy without the existence of love inside the heart.. and by that i mean, to care, to miss, to think, to feel the warmth when he just stands there next to you.. I do reject temporary types of interaction with a person that is clearly not to become something more than what you see now in him.. in that case, i do prefer loneliness, until someone truly worthy comes along.
Anything else is just "not worthy".
It is indeed a strict point of view, but it is the reflection of one's soul,
it is not possible for everyone to see things the same way.
So, each time i had the chance to grow a special feeling for a person, it felt quite difficult to "undo" it.. the memory cannot be erased automatically from the heart and it is even harder when that person is somewhere around "accessible".. this is against to my way of letting go. Even when a relationship is over but feelings are still warm enough, at least from one side .. it is recommended to draw a distance in between, in order to observe the whole situation with a more realistic "eye" .. otherwise, things get too messed up and you can never know what you really want after all.
After all these years, i do keep August as a romantic month in my mind. Once there as a child, once with someone that shared with me the purity of love, once with a mature rock soul, once with a sensitive soul that i probably left broken, once with a lost child who had a childish heart, once with a simple guy who's just still looking for love and once with a soul reflecting as an iceberg but hiding a volcano inside.
They were all lovely.. but what does the future hold?
- not something insignificant. not a fool's moon. :) bon nuit
they say this August contains twice a full moon
and as a rare phenomenon,
the second one is called "blue moon" ..
which stands for "almost never"...
So, half an hour ago i went out to capture the photo of tonight's full moon and as i came back from that excellent view.. my mind flew over to that book i once read "August's moon" that described the feeling of the very first love, the one that usually comes during our summer vacation in younger ages..
As a youngster, i was lucky to have one of those too, the unforgettable one's. I suppose this was the first real feeling i ever had and the one that is recorded as pure, every time i pay a visit to memory lane.. such as today.
The day is not a coincidence .. on the contrary, the 3rd of August is a memory photo taken under a tree, next to a school.. two kids, were about to find out what this life is all about.. the adult one ! .. the 1st kiss. It must have been one of my best summer holidays ever, one of those you could gladly transfer as a cute story to your own kids, during an attempt to explain "what love is all about" ..
I might never see that guy again, but we both keep a nice memory in our minds, saved as "our summer in the countryside" ..simple as that.
My theory is that the human soul cannot be completely happy without the existence of love inside the heart.. and by that i mean, to care, to miss, to think, to feel the warmth when he just stands there next to you.. I do reject temporary types of interaction with a person that is clearly not to become something more than what you see now in him.. in that case, i do prefer loneliness, until someone truly worthy comes along.
Anything else is just "not worthy".
It is indeed a strict point of view, but it is the reflection of one's soul,
it is not possible for everyone to see things the same way.
So, each time i had the chance to grow a special feeling for a person, it felt quite difficult to "undo" it.. the memory cannot be erased automatically from the heart and it is even harder when that person is somewhere around "accessible".. this is against to my way of letting go. Even when a relationship is over but feelings are still warm enough, at least from one side .. it is recommended to draw a distance in between, in order to observe the whole situation with a more realistic "eye" .. otherwise, things get too messed up and you can never know what you really want after all.
After all these years, i do keep August as a romantic month in my mind. Once there as a child, once with someone that shared with me the purity of love, once with a mature rock soul, once with a sensitive soul that i probably left broken, once with a lost child who had a childish heart, once with a simple guy who's just still looking for love and once with a soul reflecting as an iceberg but hiding a volcano inside.
They were all lovely.. but what does the future hold?
- not something insignificant. not a fool's moon. :) bon nuit
