Finally, i got that shape figured out. It moves the same way my mind does and the trip quite never ends. A little time ago i would consider it all damned and cursed and above it all i would put me in charge of it, due to my own choices, even though i knew and felt it all along. But it seems time takes turns after all and now the hidden lines are obvious, there for me to touch & transform them, make time finally curve, dear!
When you experience a certain sequence of events you're not the best of observers, you do become one eventually when you go ahead and analyze it from distance. After lots of images, thoughts and sounds i figured i will carry them with me for as long as i can breath, they belong to me now and that fact can't be reversed even if i tried.
As stupid as it might seem, for once again i found the positive effect of those events and the key to that, is that they are my pass code among new circumstances. Been there, seen that babe. Now i do fuckin know dammit. Even more not only i know but i can really "use" the constellations and play the game on my rules. i guess you never saw that coming, cause all you ever saw was thyself. Guess what if you wanna be a "player" you must have eyes in all sides.
There are times we suppose we're been manipulated and there comes a time that we manipulate. It's all part of the game and the better bittersweet part is when "the messers become the messees".
in the end i wanna thank u. you can imagine why.
